Clark
sat next to Lex on the bumper of the moving truck, listening to the details
of Lex's harrowing tale of desert island survival and insanity. He glanced
over at the smooth curve of Lex's head covered with the blotches of sun-poisoning
and scabbed blisters. The setting sun gleamed orange around Lex, creating
a halo effect, lighting up the shells of his ears. The injuries only emphasized
to Clark that Lex was intensely vulnerable, inhumanly strong and breathtakingly
amazing. Clark thought that Lex had never looked more gorgeous.
Lex caught his eye and smiled again, that rare, brilliant flare that
had always made Clark want to kiss him. Although, it hadn't been until
Metropolis that Clark had realized that the yearning he felt around Lex
was to touch, feel, kiss. Even now he found himself astounded by his previous
innocence and ignorance.
Lex spoke quietly, "I get the impression from what you've said that
you've been facing personal darkness, as well."
Clark smiled softly and nodded. "I have. I do." He shrugged.
"I guess I always will."
Lex shifted towards him, leaning in conspiratorially. "Darkness
can be a friend, Clark. That's one thing I learned on the island. Darkness
can save by hiding us from danger, just as light can save by exposing
the threat, allowing us to take action."
Clark looked at the sun still peeking over the horizon and noted the
shadows that grew around them every moment. "Darkness can hide a
lot of things."
Lex nodded and raised a hand to his damaged lower lip, briefly touching
the sun-poisoned flesh.
Clark needed to know. "Does it hurt?"
Lex shrugged. "After nearly starving and going days with out water
before I finally found a fresh-water stream, after seeing my skin peel
off in long, burnt ribbons--these little scabs are nothing."
Clark made a low noise in his throat at the image of Lex alone and broken
on the shores of an island far, far away--too far for him to hear Lex's
call for help. Without thinking, Clark gently pressed his fingers to the
puffy, swollen skin beneath Lex's lower lip, smoothed them over Lex's
red, blistered cheeks, and briefly touched the burnt end of Lex's nose
before skimming back to cup the back of Lex's head. He met Lex's shocked,
blue gaze and pressed their foreheads together.
"You're beautiful," Clark said, thinking that he wouldn't be
able to hold back laughter if Lex looked any more confused.
"Clark?"
"I want to kiss you."
Lex sucked in a breath. Clark gently took Lex's chin in his hand and
tilted his head. He was gentle; Lex's lips were still red and broken.
He gently licked and sucked, tasting the mouth that had haunted his dreams
for the last three red kryptonite-laced months. The quiet hitching of
Lex's breath with each kiss, the shudder that ran through Lex's body when
Clark slid his tongue over the roof of Lex's mouth, the eager way he turned
to Clark and the desperate clutch of Lex's hands on Clark's shoulders
told him everything he needed to know about reciprocity.
Clark pulled back only far enough to lay soft kisses on every scab and
blister he could find, silently whispering a healing word, 'love', in
Kryptonian against each injury. Lex accepted Clark's show of longing,
adoration and relief with barely concealed amazement.
When Clark moved his mouth to Lex's neck, Lex whispered, "Is this
your darkness, Clark?"
Clark kissed his way back up to Lex's ear and murmured, "Yes. You're
my darkness--and my light." He kissed Lex's earlobe. "You can
hide me and reveal me. I want to reveal myself to you, Lex."
Lex groaned. "Don't, Clark. There is too much that needs to stay
hidden."
Clark didn't fight it when Lex pulled away and stood up, his mouth glistening
with evidence of their kisses in the last rays of the sun. "Darkness
serves its purpose." He stuffed his hands into his pockets. "I
need to go."
Clark nodded and licked the traces of Lex from his lips. "Okay."
Lex leaned in and kissed Clark again. "Never doubt that I--"
He broke off, frowning. "Words get tainted."
Clark stood up and took Lex into a hug. "I won't doubt it. And I'll
give you new words one day."
"When it's time for the light." Lex agreed as the evening descended
in full.
Clark let him go. Now it was time for darkness.